Dear Best Friend ♥ ,
We were really close even though we only knew each other for a short while.. There was never a day that i didn't receive your text, and you never failed to say goodnight or good morning to me. You knew my deepest secrets.. and i knew yours. Whenever i was unhappy, you would always be there for me. I could always turn to you whenever i needed someone. Thank you. I remember when i got kicked out of the house in June, i was sleeping at the playground in the morning, you came down after school to accompany me and passed me cig. Some time before that, i had problems with my family - I was on the verge of running. The moment you found out, you immediately came down and passed me money and a pack of cigarettes. Whenever we met up, you would always buy Marlboro Menthol for me because you knew it was my favourite brand at that time. Whenever i wanted to return the money, you would scold and nag me. You would always drop by to accompany me during my long term detention, and would always buy me my favourite green tea. You made sure i never go hungry, always passing me money to make sure i didn't skip meals. Do you remember when we had that heart to heart talk at 256? You sorta broke down that day and you spilled out everything to me. I was so shaken, i didn't know how do cheer you up. But i managed in the end. You supported and encouraged me to quit sniffing but i was always a bad girl and defied you. Instead of being angry at me, you listened to me talk about my problems and comforted me instead. I know, you always said you wanted to socld me but couldn't bear to ha ha ha..
Although we've drifted now... But our relationship remains the same. You would still text me to check how i'm doing every once inawhile. I think, you know me better then i know myself sometimes.. Haha. You know that night when we were texting and i realised how well you knew me, i was rlly touched.. Even the littlest things, you took notice of. I can always go to you whenever i'm down. And i wanna let you know that i'll be here for you too. You're a good guy who deserves to be happy. Stop always putting people first and spare a thought for yourself once in awhile. Study hard, don't be like me. Lastly, Thank you bestfriend.
About Me

- Elaine
- " Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust. "
I'm one who has bad trust issues, but yet i tend to open up to people easily. I don't understand life. Its boring, unfair and in my opinion, simply fucked. For a moment, you can be the closest of pals. Suddenly, its Goodbye. You smile one moment, you shed tears the next. You hurt others and you get hurt - People change, and so do you. But through all of this, there are still the little things keeping me going. Those gems of mine, and my dear boy. Yeah, its them ♥
Second blog @ dumdumdeedumm.blogspot.com
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment