Dear Boyfriend ♥ ,
You're the best, i mean this from the bottom of my heart. There's something about you, you're different, you're special.. You're the only guy who made me use the word forever, that was something that really stunned me. Remember the first day we met? Haha, I didn't like you. Cause you shot me dirty looks, i was really mad. After that, you told Ivan that you wanted my number. At that time, you didn't even have a phone then. How silly of you :) We started slacking at the blocks after school. Remember the day we went out together for the first time? We went to Yck to play pool, you lectured me about being a good girl. There was one night, we were at 219 together alone. I saw a really adorable kitten and started playing with it. I carried it and walked everywhere, i wanted to buy something for it to eat too. You told me you didn't dared to carry cats, but in the end you did. You ran to the shop just to buy some tuna. When i asked you why, you told me it was because of you. Though it may be a very little thing, i was sincerely touched. Baby, there are too many precious memories for me to write them all out. But i want to let you know, i remember everyone of them. Every single word and moment is etched deeply in my heart. i guess, i unknowingly fell for you. Your actions touched me and right now, i've completely given my heart to you. In summary, I love you. Prove to me that i have chosen the right guy, please prove to me that forever really does exist.. alright? I'd be nothing without you. Although we do have our little arguments but i'll never let you go. You're the one that cheers me up when i'm feeling down, you're the one who manages to make me laugh even when i'm angry at you. You're the only one whom makes my heart skip a beat when you kiss me. You're the one who made me believe in love again..
" I envy any girl who has ever hugged you, because for that moment, they held my whole world in their arms. "
About Me
- Elaine
- " Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust. "
I'm one who has bad trust issues, but yet i tend to open up to people easily. I don't understand life. Its boring, unfair and in my opinion, simply fucked. For a moment, you can be the closest of pals. Suddenly, its Goodbye. You smile one moment, you shed tears the next. You hurt others and you get hurt - People change, and so do you. But through all of this, there are still the little things keeping me going. Those gems of mine, and my dear boy. Yeah, its them ♥
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Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Day 1 - your best friend.
Dear Best Friend ♥ ,
We were really close even though we only knew each other for a short while.. There was never a day that i didn't receive your text, and you never failed to say goodnight or good morning to me. You knew my deepest secrets.. and i knew yours. Whenever i was unhappy, you would always be there for me. I could always turn to you whenever i needed someone. Thank you. I remember when i got kicked out of the house in June, i was sleeping at the playground in the morning, you came down after school to accompany me and passed me cig. Some time before that, i had problems with my family - I was on the verge of running. The moment you found out, you immediately came down and passed me money and a pack of cigarettes. Whenever we met up, you would always buy Marlboro Menthol for me because you knew it was my favourite brand at that time. Whenever i wanted to return the money, you would scold and nag me. You would always drop by to accompany me during my long term detention, and would always buy me my favourite green tea. You made sure i never go hungry, always passing me money to make sure i didn't skip meals. Do you remember when we had that heart to heart talk at 256? You sorta broke down that day and you spilled out everything to me. I was so shaken, i didn't know how do cheer you up. But i managed in the end. You supported and encouraged me to quit sniffing but i was always a bad girl and defied you. Instead of being angry at me, you listened to me talk about my problems and comforted me instead. I know, you always said you wanted to socld me but couldn't bear to ha ha ha..
Although we've drifted now... But our relationship remains the same. You would still text me to check how i'm doing every once inawhile. I think, you know me better then i know myself sometimes.. Haha. You know that night when we were texting and i realised how well you knew me, i was rlly touched.. Even the littlest things, you took notice of. I can always go to you whenever i'm down. And i wanna let you know that i'll be here for you too. You're a good guy who deserves to be happy. Stop always putting people first and spare a thought for yourself once in awhile. Study hard, don't be like me. Lastly, Thank you bestfriend.
We were really close even though we only knew each other for a short while.. There was never a day that i didn't receive your text, and you never failed to say goodnight or good morning to me. You knew my deepest secrets.. and i knew yours. Whenever i was unhappy, you would always be there for me. I could always turn to you whenever i needed someone. Thank you. I remember when i got kicked out of the house in June, i was sleeping at the playground in the morning, you came down after school to accompany me and passed me cig. Some time before that, i had problems with my family - I was on the verge of running. The moment you found out, you immediately came down and passed me money and a pack of cigarettes. Whenever we met up, you would always buy Marlboro Menthol for me because you knew it was my favourite brand at that time. Whenever i wanted to return the money, you would scold and nag me. You would always drop by to accompany me during my long term detention, and would always buy me my favourite green tea. You made sure i never go hungry, always passing me money to make sure i didn't skip meals. Do you remember when we had that heart to heart talk at 256? You sorta broke down that day and you spilled out everything to me. I was so shaken, i didn't know how do cheer you up. But i managed in the end. You supported and encouraged me to quit sniffing but i was always a bad girl and defied you. Instead of being angry at me, you listened to me talk about my problems and comforted me instead. I know, you always said you wanted to socld me but couldn't bear to ha ha ha..
Although we've drifted now... But our relationship remains the same. You would still text me to check how i'm doing every once inawhile. I think, you know me better then i know myself sometimes.. Haha. You know that night when we were texting and i realised how well you knew me, i was rlly touched.. Even the littlest things, you took notice of. I can always go to you whenever i'm down. And i wanna let you know that i'll be here for you too. You're a good guy who deserves to be happy. Stop always putting people first and spare a thought for yourself once in awhile. Study hard, don't be like me. Lastly, Thank you bestfriend.
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